Are you scared? are you scared you might lose her? Or she may lose you? Do you want to hold on to the sadness? Or is it the happiness you're waiting for when you're grabbing onto her finger tips? Do you see the tears in her eyes as you're squeezing tightly?? If you look down, you'll see her blood beginning to break loose.. She's not complaining, and all she can do is look at you.. She's waiting for you to notice her.. When she wants to go to the left you pull her to the right, When she wants to turn to the right, you drag her to the left.. She's living your life and leaving everything else behind.. All she can do is look behind, and stumble as you drag her along.. She's always complying to your wishes. She's never saying no, and she doesn't stop till you stop, she doesn't go till you go, she breathes when you want her to, and when she's not you don't notice.. You look at her with love and care, But you're not looking at her..
You say you love her and she loves you.. But why are you grabbing on to her? She said the sweetest things to you last night, but why does it leave you empty and wanting her to say it more? Can you finally hear the dryness of her love? Is the truth finally sinking in? She'll never complain.. she'll never tell you the truth.. How could she? It makes you happy..
At night, when she hears you breathing, she wonders how and why.. how did she end up like this? and why isn't things getting better for the both of you.. she turns to her side to watch you sleep.. and she realizes she no longer loves watching you. She no longer wants to whisper her love to you as you dream, she can't stand touching your hands that grab her all day and night.. She's about to turn away, but before she can you wake up with a fright, and tighten your grip on her arms and without warning you pull her onto you and with no choice she falls into your embrace, hugging her tightly you fall back to sleep, whispering how much you love her.. And as you drift deeper into sleep, she's left wide awake.. and without you knowing, one single tear escapes from the corner of her eyes and with a soft voice she sadly whispers "let me go.."
I just watched Ghost Whisper...and.... OMGOSH THAT WAS REALLY SAD!!!!!!!!! I love Melinda (the main girl) and Jim (her husband) Parring But...WHYyyyyyy~~~>.< kay...... Melinda can see Ghost and she help'd out someone with their ghost problem (as usual) everything with smiles and happinesss =] cuz...yeaaah well basically a friend of the married couple was going to marry this guy she not to long ago met, but.....it turn's out that he was a fraud and liar, and so their friend didn't marry him.
BUT!! he was sooo mad (the bad guy, the liar,fraud bad guy) soo....he waited at the lodge (the wedding was gonna be there) for someone....i guesss, but he was so furious he got drunk, and Jim went to the lodge to clean up all the chairs and stuff that weren't pick'd up. And he notice someone inside the lodge, and he went to go check it out and there sitting on a love chair (i think thatz how u call it) drinking and mumbling to himself. When jim told him that he should leave the bad guy got all, "i'm waiting for her" and Jim's like, 'She's not coming back' and then the bad guy got all sentimential and was like...I have nothinnggg, and Jim's like "you had nothing when you started, but you gain'd so much you can start over again." and just when jim finished he walked over to the bad guy to get him to leave, and suddenly the bad pick'd up this long rifle he had sitting on his lap (obviously Jim didn't even NOTICE it....grrrrr...JIM....ur suuupose to be my hero....DORK!!!! My hunkyyyyyy DORK!!! XP =[ ) so then Jim tried to like....calm him down and take the gun from him, but NOooooo~ that stupid bad guy had to get even more....STUPID and right after the bad guy's sorry speech, he shot the door glass that was behin Jim, and suddenly Jim tried to take the gun from him.....siighhh.... well...... it turnz out that Melinda was warn'd about Jim's danger, by that ghost (that had saved Jim & Melinda's friend Trish from marrying that bad guy) and so Melinda had called a friend who's a cop(detective...same thing) BUT!! wen melinda got there(at the lodge, where Jim and that stupid bad guy were) the cop was already there calling for back up, cuz yeah, you know....Jim and the bad guy were struggling. So things started to look back and from the outside, you could only see the shadows going at it, so honestly it was hard to see who was who......and the cop got into position (to shooot) and.....just as there were shadows of 2 men going at it when a gun......he didn't shoot...but when it suddeenly look like ONE person...he..the cop.....SHOT THAT STUPID GUN AS IF IT WAS THE NEXT AWESOME FIREWORKS GOING DOWN AT ENGLISH BAY...like WHAT THE HECK MAN!!! ARGHHHHHHH! kay...it wasn't the cop fault but....omgosh....cuz you totally know what happen then right....argh.. The cop had shot JIM!! MELINDA'S JIM!!! MYYYYY JIMMMM!!!!
sigh...and the he went under surgery...and the doctors said that the surgery went great...... Melinda decided to stay with Jim till he woke up, and she did. She sstay'd up waiting, then she suddenly doze off. When she woke up jim was starring at her, and he was like; "everytime i see you're always more beautiful.." or sumthing along those lines...and she's like " Jim, you woke up! I'm so glad you did." and Jim's all like " Melinda...something happen...it's called an ampulence" (i think he said that word.....) and then she's like "what...??" "let me see you...." and he's like...." no, don't, stay where you are, and look at me now. Look only at me...i want you to remember me this way" and then suddenly you can start hearing the heart machine making that really sad annoying sound it makes when one's heart has stopped beating.... He died....
Jim died.... :'( YOU HAVE no idea how sad i am! noooo~~~ and look at the preview
CAN U believe how sweeeet and sad that is!!!! omgosh...he doesn't want to cross over cuz...he loves her.. he wants to stay with her.....GOSHHHH!!!
neh..i luv yunho..and danny~
and yunho.. and u know what..
yunho remindz me of someone..can't quite put my
finger on it..i wonder if itz that dude at the mall..acck~~ lol~! YUNHO AND DANNY REAL COOL GUYZ!!!!=D
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waaaah*~!! i'll alwayz love them~*!! 
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